Today...

06.37 a.m.
I'm awake already, so made a cup of tea, come back to bed, and got plugged in. That's very English isn't it? Ooh I'm awake, while everyone else is still asleep, what ever shall I do... Why, I Will Make a Cup of Tea! And in my case also have a cigarette. I don't think I've yet to meet a Gemini who doesn't smoke. I think it's our main, and probably the hardest of our many vices to give up. Along with alcohol abuse, substance abuse, and commitment abuse. I started smoking when I was about 11, and I'm now 37... I dread to think what damage I've done. I fully admit I'm addicted, out of a pack of twenty it's roughly five that I really enjoy, the rest is habit. Dam... just lit up again!

Still pissed none of my blogs have made into the mighty Google Search Engine, apart from one, which was on a mental health forum... great. Oh and my old original blog keeps popping up, the one I decided to completely redo including all blog addresses, and so of course now no-one can access it!!!! I've read somewhere it can take up to a month. A month, hell by then my blog will the size of a flaming book! I also keep forgetting my passwords I've made to different sites I've been checking in and out of, which is not altogether clever or useful.

I spoke to a male friend on facebook last night, we've got a strange friendship really, we've known each other for nearly 20 yrs, I think we even dated once. However, now we seem to have adapted an on-going ritual whenever we meet, beginning with a very civilised conversation, followed by going to bed and having a fuck. We then hastily part company, and don't meet up again for another so many months... what's that all about then?