Today... 13th March 09

Unfortunately, I missed yesterday's entry... I had planned to blog in the evening, but my daughter needed my company more than my non-existent public :-) Still, I'm here today. And I now know it's better to write in the day, than chance it by night. I've received the Housing Benefit forms, so I will begin filling those out. On Saturday I'm going to town to open a new bank account on the advice of the advisor, hopefully it will be straight forward, it's years since I last opened a bank account. I'm a bit hesitant about going to town, in case I'm lured into spending money I haven't got... especially as my daughter will be with me!!! On Sunday we're going out to lunch with friends, so I've got to make sure I've got enough money for that too.

My hair is a complete mess, and badly needs re-doing. I've already got the dye, but I'm reluctant to colour my hair until I'm feeling more happy in myself... not sure if that makes sense or not? I feel quite lonely in my world at the moment, almost surreal. It's just me and the cat everyday, and I feel as though my life is just wasted and without any real purpose to it. The tarot card for today is death, I suppose my dramatic change will be going from employed to un-employed, I mean that's going to be quite a life changing experience... again!

I had hoped this blog diary might have earned me some company, but it's not happening as of yet, but it's early days I know, so I'll plod on. The cat has now decided to sit on the keyboard, she's clearly demanding attention, and I will have to obey... I wish I was a cat!