Today... 10th March 09

Some progress... no, no-body's bothered to acknowledge me in the land of blogging, but some personal progress has been made. The landlord's financial advisers, received my begging for help email, and rang me to arrange a home visit. Not sure if it will help, but at least something is happening, and they are now aware of my dire financial situation... whether this will be enough to save me from losing the house, time will tell. I'm also a bit nervous about them coming to the house, it is a complete mess, and I'm worried they might think I can't cope with just the basics if you know what I mean. I will attempt a tidy up, especially up-stairs, which is the most messy. Particularly my bedroom, I have at least 20 empty Red bottles, and enough empty packets of Marlboro's to make a cardboard box! Not to mention shit loads of other mess accumulated; like all the clothes shewn everywhere, books galore, all the make-up and hair products, and hair appliances, like two sets of straighteners etc. Mostly this belongs to my daughter, who seems to have moved into my room except when she goes to bed.

Funny, my daughter and I seem to have taken root in my room of late. Sharing the lap-top, chatting, arguing, having a laugh, being sad, political debates, philosophical discussions, and psychological analysing... yep it all goes down in this one room, if only the walls could talk!